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Pearls and Diamonds of My Day: Part II
From a grain of sand a journey through the rough.
Created on 2005-02-19 12:07:11 (#6183992), last updated 2006-03-09
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Basic Info| Name: | magni13 |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 10-15 |
| Location: | Austin, Texas, United States |
| Website: | http://www.myspace.com/crystal13 |
BioA little about me....hmmmm...where to begin. Let's just say this:
I want to say something profound. What more can be said than I was born I am alive and I will eventually die. I sprout from the earth, but I want nothing more than to return to the warm flesh of her. To tear myself from my mother’s womb was unbearable. I knew what lied ahead was something I didn’t want a part of. I am to set off on my own hellish journey called life. I walked the straight and narrow always avoiding the temptations and all of the dark prince’s gifts. I faulted, I fell, I failed at almost every turn. The opposite sex was nothing but a battle for me. They fell in love with me and then fell in love with her. I wondered what it was that wasn’t good enough. Was I not pretty enough, smart enough, witty or funny enough? What?! Why?! I danced with Ray who betrayed my youth. It was with Angel that I experienced puppy love, but that was the dog that bit me first. Adrian, Meus Rex Decorus, found me unattractive. Carlos was a rebound. Ivan promised me love over the distance and the distance conquered. Alvaro was another basketball rebound to fight back at Ivan. And then there was Juan. The love that has yet to fail, but I had failed him. A second chance has been given to me...such a blessing.
I never have felt comfortable in my skin and to say so would be a sin. I learned to turn to my music as an outlet instead of the seemingly painless idea of death. I ALWAYS say “I‘m fine, and I always will be.” I have learned though that I will always be fine and that’s the way it is. I put God in the center and everything comes together. If He leads me to it, He’ll lead me through it.
I want to say something profound. What more can be said than I was born I am alive and I will eventually die. I sprout from the earth, but I want nothing more than to return to the warm flesh of her. To tear myself from my mother’s womb was unbearable. I knew what lied ahead was something I didn’t want a part of. I am to set off on my own hellish journey called life. I walked the straight and narrow always avoiding the temptations and all of the dark prince’s gifts. I faulted, I fell, I failed at almost every turn. The opposite sex was nothing but a battle for me. They fell in love with me and then fell in love with her. I wondered what it was that wasn’t good enough. Was I not pretty enough, smart enough, witty or funny enough? What?! Why?! I danced with Ray who betrayed my youth. It was with Angel that I experienced puppy love, but that was the dog that bit me first. Adrian, Meus Rex Decorus, found me unattractive. Carlos was a rebound. Ivan promised me love over the distance and the distance conquered. Alvaro was another basketball rebound to fight back at Ivan. And then there was Juan. The love that has yet to fail, but I had failed him. A second chance has been given to me...such a blessing.
I never have felt comfortable in my skin and to say so would be a sin. I learned to turn to my music as an outlet instead of the seemingly painless idea of death. I ALWAYS say “I‘m fine, and I always will be.” I have learned though that I will always be fine and that’s the way it is. I put God in the center and everything comes together. If He leads me to it, He’ll lead me through it.
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5am, acting, astrology, austin, being in love, best friends, blast!, boyfriend, catholicism wow!, chess, clubbing, comedy, commercialized holidays, cooking, cory grace, dancing, days of our lives, dean martin, dogma, dragons, drinking, el paso, ephs, family, frank sinatra, friends, golf, hiphop, jimmyjohn's, k.c., kerbey lane, kevin smith, kittens, ladder 49, laughing at myself, law and order ci, law and order svu, love, love mafia jazz, magnolia cafe, melodrama, misty, morning glories, movies, music, musicals, nbc, october, on the town, opera, passions, pearl street co-op, plays, poetry, puppies, purple, reading, rent, sammy davis jr., scent of a woman, shopping, singing, singing in the rain, sleeping beauty, slurpeys, sonic, spare change, st. edward's university, stuffed animals, sweet november, tarot, tequila, the bible., the cheesecake factory, the drag, the great gatsby, the notebook, the rat pack, theatre, tigers, toast, tragedy, weddings, wendy's, wicked, will and grace, winter, working hard, writing, zen japanese food fast
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